A good part of my twenty-six years on this earth have been spent thinking about what I would do if I were thin, if I were in better shape, if I had more confidence in myself and my body. I’m tired of thinking about those things; I want to experience them.
I’ve decided to make a list of the things I will do when I reach my goal weight. I’m sure I’ll add things, and hopefully, soon, I will be able to start crossing things off.
- Buy a bathing suit because it is cute, not because it hides all the trouble areas.
- Wear bathing suit in a public place without large pieces of clothing to hide myself.
- Buy a sexy little black dress.
- Start wearing shorts again.
- Buy a short skirt.
- Wear tank tops.
- Go to a day spa for a massage, facial, and to get my hair and make-up done by a professional.
- Get professional pictures of myself taken.
- Go wall climbing.
- Join my friends on a float trip and wear a bathing suit.
- Take an aerobics class with a group.
- Sign up for dance lessons.
